I guess it just really sucks to think about it. You made me so happy. Even my friends noticed how happy I was. It’s been 3 months and I’m still not over it, or you. I allowed myself to become vulnerable with you. I told you everything. I told you about my family problems and issues I’ve had with guys in the past. You told me “I’m not here to make your life worse, I’m only here to make it better.” Ever since I found out you cheated I haven’t felt settled inside. I just feel like no one can ever love me, like it’s impossible. Like I’m not even good enough. I’m just an option. But deep down I know I’m better than that. You’re the coward and you don’t deserve someone as nice as me. You’ll feel like the dumb one in the end.